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Monday, March 11, 2013

Learn guitar

Hey It's me again now i have a new activity,guess what?? can you guess what is it?? okay the first you must believe in my words haha lol cuz sometimes i don't believe myself can do that...okay now i'm learning to play guitar hahaha it's really so hard...you know the fool things is, i ever learned it before when i was in first junior high school my dad called a teacher at our home to taught me but i didn't like it cuz it hurt my fingers then i was getting lazy to practise guitar and i didn't want to learn it anymore , because of that my dad was so angry and dissapointed to me then i stopped to learned guitar. About a few year later when i in senior high school in second grade i started like taylor swift so much until now, she is really great i love all her songs when she sang and played with her guitar it was  really awesome,and then i was starting searched her on youtube play acoustic guitar... Wow she is really adorable and so cool that's why i started to play guitar for the first time because of my own desire .......when my mom and my dad know i'm starting to play guitar again they always you know,satirize me, yeah i know it was my fault why i didn't take the chances when i still learn guitar with my teacher maybe now i can play guitar as good as taylor swift hufffftt this is my sad story so if you get any opportunities whatever is it just take it if not you will be lament  why i'm not take the chance....and now i'm still learning guitar without any teacher becaue my parents mad at me why i didn't want learng guitar when there was a teacher that's  my sad story...now i practise guitar from youtube huhuhuh so sad and need long time becaue i don't know where is my mistake when i play guitar......Please don't be like me 

Sunday, March 3, 2013

So this me now

Hey it's me again...it have been long time,now i finally open again my blog and now start to write again,btw anyone miss me ??? cuz i already miss you haahaha not really.Alright stop about the chit chat now i want to introduce myself my new me.. The things that you should now is insya Allah get college at UGM amin and start to use hijab,many people said i'm much prettier when i use hijab really??? thank you hahah or it just my feeling ..And i think this is good news...yeah i like the i'm now no matter the other girls have cute n sweet style without hijab and look so pretty but i'll not try to change me and take away my hijab, honestly i feel so jealous and sometimes i want to take away my hijab, then i remember my promise to be a better girl i'll never forget that so this is me...i don't care there are so many girls look so pretty with their short pants or their short skirt which yeah they are really pretty but for me,i respect myself so they can respect me just the way i'm respect myself.I love people how to protect and respect themselves especially girls....

Tuesday, November 27, 2012


So these picts are behind the scenes of our photoshoots for our year book 8th generation at SMAN 8 TANGERANG and our theme is "The Mafia" and me in my scene i'm the gangsta hahaha lol but it's really so much cool and i'm kinda excited because it was my first time...when we were doing the photoshoots honestly  i'm kinda tired and really hot but photoshoots must go on even rain we were waiting until the rain was stop...so we finished our photoshoots almost 7/8 pm, from 8/9 am.i was so tired and wear my heels mademy legs hurt ...but i'm so much glad our photoshoots was so amazing,cool,incredible...

Thursday, July 19, 2012

"I have to believe that when things are bad I can change them" .


So this is me now after cut my hair,i love my old hair it's long,straight and soft but now i cut it into short,i'm pretty happy because i looks so fresh with my new hair.I changed my hair because now i'm in 12th grade it's pretty simple to take care my hair and not just it, i cut my hair it's mean i'm ready and serious to study more hard than ever i've been before.And i wish i can get scholarship to london....Amien i hope and i wish.Do the best and never say never.

Sunday, May 13, 2012